Situational Dilemmas////

So, here again, we find ourselves to be in anther dilemma.

So much for my motivational "embrace responsibility" speech yesterday.

That was crapppppp///

"////" signifies angst.

Much angst in Jamie's little corner of the world.

In six hours I will need to be prepared for:

1. History Test

2. German quiz thing

3. English test/tests

4. Chemistry Test

Hmm. That looks promising.

Hah!

Its alright though.

I'll tackle this one tiny, slightly non-productive, step at a time.

Tonight: Learn chapter 19 of history. Shouldn't be too bad.

I can do chem stuff tomorrow.

Oh! And finish Grapes of Wrath tonightizzzzle.

But that shouldn't be too hard with cliff notes.

Oh, sweet, lovely online cliff notes.

My friend, indeed you are.

And thanks to Jon Foreman and his wildly calming music, my headache is going away.

Who needs ibuprofen when you have his other-worldly, soothing voice and infectious musical abilities?

Oh, yes this is fitting:

"How miserable I am

I feel like a fruit picker who's arrived after the harvest"

etc...

Good. Song.

We are all equally skilled.

Yes, yes, yes.

Ooh!!

"The day of justice comes, and even now is swiftly arriving"

We can't really give him full credit for the lyrics though, since they are pretty much taken directly from Micah 7.

A snow day tomorrow might possibly be the single best phenomenon to occur in the recent future/past.

Seriously.

But, alas, we must face our giants, friends.

No hoping for an easy way out.

If something like that happens, then great.

But lets be prepared before-hand and be able to enjoy those things more.

But who am I to talk?

In these sort of circumstances, there is but one thing to say.

One simply word to convey all emotion.

One word, or phrase, or verbiage, if you will, to fully express the depth of where we find ourselves.

"RAWR!!!"

I mean, really.

What other word could sum up so much emotion in 4 simple letters?

RawrdyRAWRrawr.

And what will this week matter to me in a year?

Even a week.

In all honesty, I won't care.

I mean, I probably should.

This is the end of semester.

Whatever happens is permanent.

Like, permanent, permanent.

"Never-able-to-be-changed,-follow-you-for-the-rest-of-your-life" permanent.

And look what I've managed to do?

PROCRASTINATE MORE.

And I have some questions, such as: [and not limited to]

1. Why?

2. How?

3. What did I possibly see to gain in waiting till the last hours?

4. Why have I still not started?

And so, friends, I think I must force myself to do something productive.

Be it studying, or reading, or taking notes or getting papers organized.

Because I need to show at least some effort.

Its fine if I fail.

As long as I try my hardest.

But if I just slack, then failing is not okay.

So, I'm going to work.

Come what may.

[GOOD SONG.]

Good night.

Good morrow.

Goooood bye :]