"sunrise, sunset"

^ That song has been stuck in my head all day. So I decided to learn how to play it.
I freaked out with glee because it sounded just like it. The Phynster and I had a ball. Really. It's really easy to play.
That Conor Oberst and his musical intuition. Gosh.

And today I have finally started listening to (and enjoying) Underoath.
It's been a long time goal, and it took some preparation. But finally, I really like it.
I've been preparing myself for the last year with Project 86 and stuff.

It's easy music for me to concentrate on things to. Like, I have a feeling I'll be doing many a homework assignments to some Underoath. Other music just distracts me. But it's really easy for my head to tune out screaming.
And when I am tuning stuff out, it's super easy for me to concentrate on what I'm doing.

YESTERDAY

...from like, 6pm-11pm I was in a extremely bad mood. Who knows why.
Probably for no other reason than me being selfish. haha.
But I was.
At so around 11 I had decided to go to bed.
So I said goodnight to one of my friends on msn, and then we started talking and like, 20 minutes had gone by. My bad mood was subsiding, but still kind of there.
She was astonished I was going to bed so early...haha
And then....
One of my other friends signed in. A bestie.
The one I went to Borders with.

Oh my goodness.

We video chatted, re-joined Neopets and read MLIA together.
Amazing fun.

So sometime after 1am I went to bed happy and content.
Thanks, Meagan :]

PUSHING DAISES

Such an adorable show. I love it. Dearly.
I watched some of first season today.


Today my grandparents and my great aunt, who lives in Massachusetts, are coming over. (only my great aunt lives there)
So we're going out to din-din.
Olive Garden.
Mmm.
Chicken Alfredo Pizza.
But I have to entertain them till my mom comes home.
Hah, and I don't have to go to my dad's house till tomorrow because of it.


And I think, for the first time in at least 2 months, I get to go to church again!
I am so, so, so exuberantly happy.
Good lord, I miss them so much.
I feel like I've missed a lot too.
It's just it's too far to take the bus in a reasonable amount of time, and it's hard to get a ride these days.

But I think there is a strong possibility of me getting a job relatively soon.
Which means money for car insurence.
But by the time I can afford that I will have graduated, I bet, and then I may as well just take my drive test in whatever state I move to.
I could at least get my permit now, though.

"I Don't Feel Very Receptive Today"
Haha, I love their song titles. (Underoath)
That's part of the reason I wanted to listen to them so bad.
I always like the idea of liking something, but never get around to actually liking it.
But hoorah. I have succeeded in at least one thing.


OH NO.

It may be a very strong possibility that I am turning into a neat freak.
Actually, that sounds a bit extreme.
I'm just becoming an organized person who feels irritable around clutter.
This is not a good thing.
I like my slight messiness.
Hmm, it was more "intense messiness".
So maybe it is good that I'm toning it down a bit.

No! I remember what it is now.
It's not that I don't like messiness, it's that I now enjoy cleaning.
Nooooooo.
I also eat potato products now.
Wth is happening to me?
Ugh.
Not good.
At all.

I'ma work on my Dakota video now till la famille comes.


à la prochaine!